Clark-

Clark is getting gayer and gayer by the day now…can’t wait to get out

Today, halfway through my bag of chips at lunch, I notice that they have been expired for 8 days and take them back to the lunch lines. I tried to exchange them for a new bag, but the lady refused. She showed me that every bag of chips that she had were not expired, thinking that that somehow made my bag not expired as well. I tried to explain to her that I could die from eating expired food and thats why they put a date on them, but it didn’t get through her limited english. So, in the end, she wouldn’t budge, so I threw the bag at her, fired a couple choice words her way, and she said “I’m going to report you” and I said “Fine” and walked away.

After that, the whitecrew went to the office to get enrichment passes because of our gay 7th period teachers having clubs. At enrichment, we asked Mrs. Melone to use computers and she said we could. So we were actually working on webdesign and not checking our email like you would expect, but Carlson, at first sight of us, yelled at us to get off the computers. So for the next 10 minutes, we all sat at a table and stared at the ceiling. When Carlson walked by again, she asked if we had any homework to do and we all said “no.” So, Shoff called us into her office and basically told us that she was very discriminant towards us because of what she thinks we did. But on the plus side, she did say that she hoped we were happy at CV. I still haven’t gotten my acceptance letter. Maybe Card is being a fruit and not telling me, but somehow the school knows so maybe I have been accepted…

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i drove back from new mexico on saturday the 23rd…i really enjoyed my time out there – lots of good food! and the drive back was pretty good…there were lots of cops in cali…more than ive ever seen before. usually i see a lot in arizona but i didn’t see very many..only 1 or 2. lol i was going 85 (speed limit 75) and a az highway patrol came on the onramp right next to me. all of a sudden i look over and he’s even with me and im passing him lol but i slowed down immediately and he didn’t even look at me so i was lucky i guess…then in cali i saw a highway patrol uber stealth car…all white camaro with no lights…the only thing that gave it away was a big antenna…i was only about 2 car lengths behind him when i realized it was a cop so i slowed down…another close call! and a little later down the road, there was a highway patrol car with no lights going 70 in the far right lane…i almost got caught going 80 or so in the left lane but managed to see him out of the corner of my eye right in time…it was so funny watching other people almost get caught! they’d be goin 80-85+ when passing me and then all of a sudden slam on their brakes as they saw the cop. then he pulled over to help a disabled car or something so i started goin fast again, and about 10 minutes down the road he managed to catch up to me. i didn’t notice him til he was the 2nd car behind me. i immediately moved over a lane and slowed down and he got right behind me and it scared the shit outta me but he moved over several lanes all of a sudden and pulled over a minivan in the right lane goin the same speed as everyone else…i guess i just got lucky that day!

then on sunday the 24th i worked all day and damn hard at that! i got up at 630 and was at the crystal cathedral by 830. we set up all the percussion equipment u could ever need and had rehearsal until noon. then my mom and i got a quick lunch and then went back to rehearsal from 1-245. then we played the 7 most gruelling service ive ever played. 3, 430, 6, 730, 9, 1030, and midnight. and the worst thing about the midnight service is that it is bilingual, so its twice as long. ugh! so i know u guys are probly thinking it doesn’t sound like that much work, but lemme tell ya…doing the same thing 7 times is hard, no matter what it is. especially when its annoying and u dont even want to do it once (like some of the boring songs). and being in a tux for 14 hours sucks too. and it wasn’t like we played a couple of songs and then had an hour break…no each service was an hour and 10 minutes and we had to be up there the whole time…so we only got like really 10 minutes break every hour and a half to scarf down food and go to the bathroom, then we had to head up again….so it was really exhausting and im glad i only have to do that twice a year (christmas and easter) but it was totally worth the $650 i made!

so then on christmas day my mom and i slept til noon then lazed around and watched tv and i made dinner…i didn’t get that much in terms of presents this year, but the best present was 2 rosebowl tickets from my mom. they’re on the endzone, but in the 32nd row, so they’re not too bad.

on tuesday we had a whitecave hangout…i dunno really what we did…this always happens – we hang out all day and i honestly dont know what we did! we learned of a new energy drink via nate’s dad. its called xs and it had no sugar, no carbs, and very little cafeinne, and only 8 calories. it gives u energy with vitamin B12. it has 4900% of your daily needs of B12. Yes, i said four thousand, nine hundred percent! its really good too! im tryin to get some and maybe become a distributor and make some money off of it. then we went around and terrorized la crescenta by re-positioning the holiday light up deer some people have in their yards into a rather inappropriate position. see here for a look. lmao! and last but not least, we bought 12 rolls of serran wrap and completely wrapped zhao’s car in it. we managed to do the whole thing without anyone noticing, and got away but then whalen decided he needed a picture, so we went back and managed to wake up zhao and his neighbors who called the cops (we were long gone by the time they showed up) and all for a picture that didn’t even turn out!

wednesday and thursday i just hung around the house and slept and lazed pretty much. ive been helping whalen with a secret project that should be released soon. i’ll let y’all know when it comes out.

it took me less than 5 minutes, to find the apply online page, make an account and type in all my info and submit it. they only asked for my name, address, and major choice. no gpa, no sat scores, no essay, no letter of recommendation….and the fee was only $20, and is waived if you apply before 12/20 lmao…so i guess basically they only check if u are legal or not and thats the basis on whether u get accepted or not! wow i can’t believe that. i guess not many people get rejected! lol

so heres a link to apply. do it before the 20th and its free!

so this weekend i had the best gig ever. i got called to do this about a month and a half ago and was told there was a rehearsal from 9-12 at a church in tustin on saturday, and 2 services sunday morning and it paid $200. so i took it cuz 200>50, which is what i normally get from the church i usually play at every sunday. so i show up for rehearsal on saturday and we go through the piece really fast and the conductor looks at his watch at 1030 and says “its 1030, see you tomorrow!” ive never been to a rehearsal that let out so early. then on sunday, i show up and theres a box of sees candies on everyone in the orchestra’s chair (from the conductor) and he tells us that he bought us all donuts. so the 2 services went well and then i got handed my check and i open it and its for $250! i was like holy shit this guy is the best conductor ever!

so that all made me happy, and it pretty much cancelled out the rest of my weekend which was composed pretty much solely of working on my usc application with brief breaks to have my mom yell at me for waiting til the last minute to do the app…so whatever ive had worse weekends…i just wish i had had time to go to the car show with the cave…that woulda been fun…damn- 2 years in a row i couldn’t go next year for sure!

so i am writing this post because i just finished and submitted my usc application, an hour and a half before it was due. i drank a monster a few hours ago (or actually only half) and am still bouncing off the walls from that. i was up til after 1 last night working on the app (well i actually finished and went to bed at 1130 but couldn’t sleep because of monster effects) i never realized how long those last when u aren’t outside working your ass off.

im extremely happy my sc app is done. all this stress is immediately lifted off of me. before i started the app, i had gone through 5 edits of my personal statement, but of course usc requires a special one, so i completely re-wrote the essay and did 14 drafts. damn i feel asian right now lol. sorry about all the inproper english and not capitalizing, but after 14 drafts of trying to use perfect english, i dont have any left in me

so yay for college apps, or well more like yay for being done (even though im not) but i have some time off now to relax a bit. the sc app took a lot out of me. i better get in and it better be worth it!

peace

…yes we broke up. there were like a million reasons for it. basically, since we started going out she has never really cared about me. she has these 2 friends, sarah and meaghan, that she spends EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF HER LIFE WITH and she wont leave their side for anything. it was always good and fun when it was just me and her on a date but at school and just about every other fucking second of her life she is with them and only cares about them.

so anyways, yea that shit was going on, but i always put up with it cuz i love her like crazy (and still do). and everything was going ok til my bday a little over a month ago… everything in my life started going downhill from there… first, meaghan started being mean as hell to me. she was never very nice to me but all of a sudden she turned to uber bitch. not only would she make rude ass comments to me all the fucking time and yell at me for no fucking reason whatsoever, but she would also basically steal lindsey away from me a lot just to piss me off. and of course lindsey cares a lot more about meaghan than me so she would go along with it. so i finally got tired of that shit and started not hanging out with meaghan anymore. and of course lindsey wont leave meaghan’s side so that meant that i rarely got to see lindsey anymore, and lindsey either didn’t care or was too stupid to realize what was going on.

i probly could have dealt with the meaghan being a bitch aspect if it weren’t for other things in my life that were pissing me off….my mom asked my step dad to move out and at first i was really happy cuz i hate my stepdad cuz he is an ass hat but a couple days later, and still today, almost a month later, he is still here and my mom and he argue all the time…its really fucking annoying when im trying to do my homework or go to sleep and they are screaming at eachother over some fucking bullshit that shouldn’t matter anyway. and they both are taking a lot of their bullshit anger at eachother out on me. i have to do extra chores and shit and get yelled at all the time just cuz they’re pissed. its gotten to the point where i dont wanna go home a lot of the time, and when im at home i feel like leaving. ive already spent several afternoons in my car driving around aimlessly or doing homework or sleeping in my car.

so anyways, yea i was pissed and my life sucked…but i didn’t know how bad it would get. about a week before the homecoming dance (october 14th) i talked to lindsey and told her i wanted to have a serious talk with her…we were gonna a couple days before homecoming after school but she decided at the last minute that she would rather go do something with meaghan and sarah instead of have a serious talk about our relationship…big surprise. so we (meaning she) decided that we’d talk after homecoming…i’ll get back to that in a sec…

homecoming was ok at the beginning .. we didn’t really do anything…of course i went with lindsey and of course we went with a big group including meaghan and sarah…lindsey was with meaghan and sarah a lot, but was paying more attention to me than usual…then the end was pretty cool…lindsey and i slowdanced and held hands and shit which we hardly ever do cuz she wont in front of u know whos…then we all went to her house for this afterparty thing…it was ok at first but then she said some shit and did some things that i wont get into detail about, but they really pissed me off…

then the thursday after that, we finally had our serious talk (she picked thursday cuz we have band practice 2 hours after we get out of school, so we have some down time and meaghan and sarah were doing hw) all i wanted to talk about was her treating me like a true boyfriend and stuff…but i had no idea what was coming…

she said that we had completely different ideas on what we wanted in a relationship and that we werent gonna work…i didn’t see this coming at all so i was completely caught off guard…so i managed to talk her down from a total breakup to a “lets try it as friends for a while”. had i known this shit was coming, i could have said something sensible and talked her out of it..but i didn’t

i was really sad and depressed at first…i didn’t go to school the next day and was really really down….then i went through the pissed off stage…i didn’t look at her or talk to her or go within 10 feet of her for the next couple days…which was really hard…then i started texting her and basically apologized for how i acted and told her i wanted to have another talk with her on thursday… over that week i slowly spent more time with/near her….then on thursday she decided she had too much hw and didn’t wanna talk…i managed to put that behind me and say ok how about tomorrow after school which she agreed to…then friday she said, and i quote “sarah and meaghan both have to get home as soon as possible and im going good with them,”so she couldn’t do it today…i still dont know what the fuck “im going good with them” means but i saw it as really rude and it really pissed me off…but i just took that as the final straw…its obvious she doesn’t give a fuck about me…she never has and doesn’t appear she ever will so i officially gave up when she said that….so i told her i didn’t care anymore and she said that we’d talk saturday or monday, but i doubt either of those will happen…and i dont think i wanna talk anymore…i just dont care anymore…i still love her like crazy and with all my heart, but why should i be with someone who doesn’t care about me? so anyways i couldn’t sleep cuz this shit is fucking me up so i came over to my computer to check myspace and see if lindsey’s swedish exchange student had one…turns out she did (shes sooo damn hot!) and in the process i saw lindsey’s profile…i saw that she changed her marital status and also saw her picture slide show which i had never seen before…can u guess what its filled with pictures of???? thats right, almost all of them are of her and sarah and/or meaghan and some other friends that she cares about more than me and all the pics have subtitiles that are like “MY FAVORITE PEOPEL IN THE WORLD!” and “I LOVE THESE PEOPEL MORE THAN ANYTHING!”…..so i just took those 2 things as the final nails in the coffin…and i even said to myself after both of those “Ok, lindsey and i are done” i really truely have no desire to be with her anymore…sad but true

so yea my life really fucking sucks right now…the only somewhat good thing is marching band…i always am in my “happy place” when im on the field marching…we have a competition tomorrow that is really important…last week we got the worst score we have ever gotten and that really took a lot out of me too….but i know we’ll do a lot better tomorrow….its a lot of work and i dont get to see my other guy friends that actually treat me with respect very often but its worth it…so anyways i can’t sleep cuz all this bull shit is driving me crazy so i decided to write this…sorry its so long….time to go to bed i have to get up really early tomorrow…